Monday, January 31, 2011

To Be Still.

We have only been back at school for one week. 
It seems like we have been back for two months.

I have been so busy; It is Step Sing season.
Every second of every day has something in it.
Class from 8-5 on Mondays and Wednesdays. Practice from 6-9.
Internship from 9-3 on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Practice from 6-9.
Saturday and Sunday are full of practice.

Friday has been my day.
The only day that I have some time for me.
I reflected on where I am in life.
 That it is my senior year and that I am getting married in 4 months. (Which is insane- it has flown by!)
So much is happening all around me and I rarely have time to just sit and reflect. 
I just sat in silence, waiting on the Lord. Just trying to be in his presence. 
I try to fill every single day and every single second. 
Sometimes I waste my time with meaningless things, just to fill the time.
But, as I was still on Friday, my favorite Psalm came to mind.

Psalm 62:5-8
"For God alone, O my soul, waits in silence, for my hope is in Him. 
He only is my Rock and my salvation, my fortress; I shall not be shaken. On God rests my salvation and my glory; my mighty Rock, my refuge is God. Trust in Him at all times, O people; pour out your hearts before Him; God is a refuge for us."

My prayer is that I continue this time of silence and waiting on the Lord. Talking to Him about what is going on in my life. Making sure that I am in His will. Giving up my control on my daily life. Giving Him my plans, my future, and my dreams.

It's always a good reminder to just sit with the Lord. 
To give up control.
And in this busy life, just to sit and be still.

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